Derek

You have no idea how hard it was to end it. When I said it, the words barely left my mouth. I did it because i felt so distant. Every moment I spent with you is something I treasure. But those moments are too far apart. I knew it was gonna hurt me and you, but you just walking away made the pain 10x worse. If it weren’t for my friends I’d be crying my eyes out because I let the best girlfriend I ever had go. It was hard enough to pull the trigger but your reaction is making this so much worse. I’m sorry for hurting you, I always have and always will love you. The distance just became too much for me.